Ever had a day when you have nothing to say? No reason to do a status update. Nothing to blog about? No big revelations? No big issues that need resolving? Today is one of those days!
I have mixed emotions about this. Is this what peace feels like?
The biggest issue I can think of right now is the fact that it is 2:56pm and I am counting down the time until 4:30 so I can spend some time with Jason and Jase (the girls aren’t home).
My bills are paid. My kids are healthy. I have great friends. The wedding is planned. I am reasonably healthy and so is Jason. My house is clean. The yard is mowed. Supper is planned. I talked to my mom this morning and everyone is doing well over in the big NC! See what I mean….nothing!
Matthew 11:28-30 "Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. {29} "Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. {30} "For My yoke is easy and My burden is light."
This rest and this peace are amazing. It is kinda weird to me since I have experienced so much chaos in my life. When you truly feel the love and peace of God it is life changing. It is oh wow..really, this is the peace of God life changing.
When you wake up and can look in the mirror and smile at the woman you see and love her. That is love!
When you can look at your past mistakes and say, “yea, those things happened. I did them. They do not define me but boy they sure taught me a lesson”…That is peace!
When the absolute most annoying person that you know; the person that would make you clinch your teeth when they walk in the room. The person that speaks and their voice sounds like nails on a chalk board…you know that person? When you can look them in the eye and tell them you love them and MEAN IT. That is God.
I am learning. I am on a journey. I am at peace. I am love!
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